Just wanted to let you know that the VNS was successfully taken out several weeks ago. I have been having some personal issues that have kept me busy and depressed. Of course, nothing good is happening in my life, I was even the victim of emotional and mental abuse by the hands of someone I trusted and possibly would have a long relationship with. I officially give up the dream of ever being happy in a relationship or having someone truly love me. Also had a arguement with my son's dad about my son living with me. He pretty much told me that isnt going to happen because he has been advised by legal and other persons that he is better off with him. I truly hate him for ruining everything in my life. The things that have and still do mean the world to me, he has taken and held my depression against me. I guess you could say I am good for nothing, so why do I keep doing this? Maybe I'll stop who knows!
Eventually you come to realize that most people aren't looking for a fight but for someone to surrender to. ~Robert Brault