What is it that you don't like about your job? I am sorry that people walk all over you. It takes a lot of work to be a doormat. You need to learn assertiveness, as I do too. I never was good for standing up for myself. I have to learn to do that and so do you. It is more important right now that you learn that. Maybe get some booiks on it, or talk to a counselor about it. It will serve you well to learn. And the sooner the better for you. It will make your job much easier.
It takes time to make friends. You have to put yourself out there and be expecting disappointment, because it does happen. Nobody is perfect, the more you get to know a person, the more that you notice faults. And things that you don't necessarily like. But if you know that nobody is perfect and you expect flaws, you can handle it. I have a few friends. Some I dont even see often, but I know that they are there if I need them. I don't ever really ask for anything but their company though. I find out, the less that I see them, the better actually. Familiarity breeds contempt, I don't care who it is.
Learn to be assertive and stick up for yourself. The more you practice, the easier it is. If at first you don't succeed... You know what comes next.
I hope that you feel better. Try not to be angry, it is very counterproductive. Be happy...
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