i hate my life

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   Posted 7/5/2012 7:20 PM (GMT -6)   
I hate my life. Nothing ever changes. I hate everybody. Nobody will give me a chance to succeed, to grow, to do anything. I just wanted to make a change, but I'm not allowed to make a change.
I'm not allowed to do anything. I wanted to move out but at the last minute, they changed their mind. I've been struggling with addiction for the last eight years and you wonder why. I've been in an out of AA for the last four + years. I'm sick of it. I hate people. All they do is let me down. They get my hopes up and they let me down. Then they complain about the choices they made. I'm sick of it. It's not fair. I try to be grateful for what I have, but I'm sick of it. I can't take it no more. I never heard so many people ***** and complain about what they don't have. Be lucky you have anything. There's more to it, but I don't feel like getting into it now. I just can't even think straight.

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/5/2012 8:02:05 PM (GMT-6)

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   Posted 7/5/2012 9:08 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Moonman,

I see it has been awhile since you have posted and you are still struggling.

If you are in a situation where others don't want to see you grow, you have got to change the situation and either get around a different type of people or battle it by yourself with the help of a therapist. I remember you had a situation with your therapist before, did you ever get past that?

What do you mean when you say you aren't allowed to do anything? Who is stopping you? You said that you wanted to move out, but at the last minute they changed their mind. Who are they?

You said you have been struggling with addiction. Until you get clean, you are going to be depressed.
We can't talk about drugs on the forum. But you need to start somewhere and sometime soon. It is going to take a toll on your life. Your body and your mind. It ages you badly. And that is why you can't think straight. It eventually will kill you. So please talk to somebody...

I hope that you get better soon.

Keep posting. I will look for some resources for you...

Hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia

fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

Post Edited (getting by) : 7/5/2012 8:11:46 PM (GMT-6)

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