I hate my life. Nothing ever changes. I hate everybody. Nobody will give me a chance to succeed, to grow, to do anything. I just wanted to make a change, but I'm not allowed to make a change.
I'm not allowed to do anything. I wanted to move out but at the last minute, they changed their mind. I've been struggling with addiction for the last eight years and you wonder why. I've been in an out of AA for the last four + years. I'm sick of it. I hate people. All they do is let me down. They get my hopes up and they let me down. Then they complain about
the choices they made. I'm sick of it. It's not fair. I try to be grateful for what I have, but I'm sick of it. I can't take it no more. I never heard so many people ***** and complain about
what they don't have. Be lucky you have anything. There's more to it, but I don't feel like getting into it now. I just can't even think straight.
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/5/2012 8:02:05 PM (GMT-6)