I see it has been awhile since you have posted and you are still struggling.
If you are in a situation where others don't want to see you grow, you have got to change the situation and either get around a different type of people or battle it by yourself with the help of a therapist. I remember you had a situation with your therapist before, did you ever get past that?
What do you mean when you say you aren't allowed to do anything? Who is stopping you? You said that you wanted to move out, but at the last minute they changed their mind. Who are they?
You said you have been struggling with addiction. Until you get clean, you are going to be depressed.
We can't talk about
drugs on the forum. But you need to start somewhere and sometime soon. It is going to take a toll on your life. Your body and your mind. It ages you badly. And that is why you can't think straight. It eventually will kill you. So please talk to somebody...
I hope that you get better soon.
Keep posting. I will look for some resources for you...
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies
Post Edited (getting by) : 7/5/2012 8:11:46 PM (GMT-6)