Wow, this is exactly where I am! I've been doing OK for a couple months, not great but I was out of my horrible phase of depression, or so I thought. But this morning I woke up feeling not so great after a poor night's sleep, and here I am at work wanting to cry, feeling terrible, carying on, but on the inside I'm feeling awful and I can't get away from it. Very worried that I might relapse and be stuck for a long time again, god I really hope not. I hope you can feel better I'm down in it with you if that's worth anything.