I Can't take living with feeling depressed and angry anymore...
It's getting worst and my family problems are making me more and more unstable.
I cry myself to sleep everynight.
And even in the day time I feel like breaking down constantly.
I can barley get any sleep my mind is too busy racing about all my problems.
I feel neglected and like no body understands me.
When I tell them my problems and they look at me like yeah right your making this up.
I feel soo much pain.
I can't cope with it any longer, it is too much to deal with.
I feel hurt and angry.
I've barley ate anything within the last 4-5 days.
I have been snaping a lot and I cannot concentrate on one subject.
I have no one to talk about my problems with.
My life is messed up too the point to where I cannot confide in a parent because they both keep secrets from each other and most of their secrets are part of my problem. So If I have a problem with my dad I can't tell my mom and vice versa....
I know I need help.
I feel off balance.
I just made a apointment with my primary docter next week and I am going to ask her for professional help.
But in the meantime I need to vent and blow off steam.