Its not selfish. He's your brother and you care. You have a right to be angry with the world. You feel whatever you're going to feel and that's not wrong. Don't invalidate yourself or your feelings. I hope all goes well for both of you.
GAD, panic disorder, bipolar1, GERD migraine with aura, hemiplegic migraine, prolonged q t interval, tachycardia, arrhythmia, fibromyalgia, polycystic ovarian disease, PTSD
Klonopin, Cymbalta, Abilify, Eskalith,Lyrica, Flexeril, TalwinNX, Prilosec, Verapamil, Toprol XL, Synthroid, Lipitor, Phenergan, Melatonin, Multivitamin, B12, b complex, vitamin c, magnesium, vitamin d (50,000iu's prescribed)