Welcome to the forum.
Are you sure you want to do this? Sounds like you are having a knee jerk reaction!
Depression is a serious condition and needs to be treated, if the reduction in the med Z does not work, then the doc can prescribe another; there are many meds out there that can work for you.
On thing you must be is patient with yourself. As for your relationships, if the person cares for you at all, they will understand.
As for work, I can certainly relate, you must slow down a bit and take things slower until the meds are stabilized. I know how frustrating this is, I have been there! Yes, I could not confide in my boss, so I stated I had some family issues and I got through it. Communication is the key, don't let your boss guess at your troubles.
Communication with your doc about how you feel honestly 100% IS KEY also to get you the correct meds. Hang in there for you health, give yourself a shot.
Keep posting here we care and will listen, others may give you weaning advice, but then what will you do with your depression?
Be still and know there is Peace.
Kabir says: "Student tell me, what is God? He is the breath inside the breath". from the poem Breath.
DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain; raynauds;complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder;