i sort of wonder if there is some reason God wants me to experience all this pain, and constant disappointment.
I saw my shrink this week - he strongly suggested trying to get out more with friends, and also to get involved in some sort of volunteer work. in other words, more interaction with people. but i don't know if i am going to be able to do this.
sometimes like today, depression is very scary. i am so sick of feeling down and depressed. i sometimes question if i can go on, feeling this bad every day.
May I make a suggestion that you enquire of God for answers as to why you are in this situation? I think your "shrink" was right in his assesment, but if you believe in God, also go there for help. I have had deep depression in my past so I understand where you are. I can tell you that when you come through this you will have your character increased, and you will be more tender to those others who suffer like things. Im rootin for you.