I've been looking for two long years. I'm relieved (I'll finally have some money) but at the same time I'm kind of freaking out about
it. I'm extremely shy and get really stressed out about
meeting new people and being thrown into a totally new situation. I'm also worried that I won't know enough. Originally, they were looking for someone with a four year accounting degree (which I don't have) so I was kind of shocked that they offered me the job. I hope I won't disappoint them.
Another thing that's bugging me is that my boyfriend didn't seem excited about it. He's an airline pilot and has a lot of time off at home and he seemed more concerned that he would be losing his playmate during the day than excited for me.