well this is a bit long however I jus want advice and guidance
i am a indian guy in his mid twenties who is looking to settle down
i have been looking that for a long time even as i was in my early twenties
it never happened and when I found someone it didnt last through to marriage
sometimes it lasted a bit sometimes for longer but it just didnt happen
i am also unemployed and have been unemployed since i have graduated from uni
my jobs that i have had have not lasted for long most times they say im a slow worker
or not good at the job so they let go of me.
Now i met a woman on the internet that when i met in person we agreed we could attempt a relationship and possibly work towards a marriage. She was a divorced girl and from india everything seemed okay but then she would argue with the two factors being my unemployment and my weight. Once we had such a argument that she ended up telling me she loved her ex husband and then told me this a lot afterwards...
somewhere through all this i began to suspect she is just after uk citizenship and our arguemts resulted in us not talking to each other properly and now we do not talk as much.
I do love her but considering we argue and dont get on plus me being in doubt about her jus after a visa i cant go forward.
How can i remain calm? all i think of is her