FN, I am real sorry to hear how down you're feeling.
You're not being overdramatic or a typical teen. If you're having problems, and you're expressing most of your reasons, somebody should be listening to you and getting you some help. Have you spoken to your family about
how you're feeling? Can you talk to a school guidance counsillor? Or even your family doctor. The fam. DR could help you find a professional, or a therapist - somebody well suited just for you. I think talking to somebody would really help you so much. You're so young and have SO much to live for...I know you hate how you feel, you're not alone here. Please keep posting and please come to chatnight. Check in and see who is around to talk at night and during the day. Don't isolate yourself FN.
You are not a brat eh. You're down and confused about
things. Life IS hard and you're going through changes, school, friends, the pressures of growing up and the expectation of life is so much harder now than in past years.
Try doing some yoga and deep breathing..This will keep your body, mind and soul feel good and peaceful. Daily affirmations ( I know it sounds dumb!) in the mirror. BELIEVE it and say it 100000x or as many as it takes, tell yourself that you're a wonderful, loving person and that you're worthy. Cuz you ARE! Please believe that.
Keep posting OK, Hugs!