listen, i think many many many people have times when they think of dying and get really scared. esp when in bed some nights.
do you lie there and think of dying one day? think about it all ending? being final and lonely? find it hard to get your head around the fact that it will all end and you will be numb and black ask yourself maybe about the meaning of life - whats the point of living if it'll all go black one day and you will never remember any of life anyway?
i have spoken to many people who sometimes get these occasional thoughts. i think its part of being alive. none of us know what will happen in death and therefore a lot of us think about it and worry about it. myself included! but serisouly, i am afraid to say there really is nothing that we can do about it, and all the worrying in the world will not change it.
when you think about it, you really just have to try and think of something else totally. dont dwell on it. i reacon that when we get old and are less able to look after ourselves and are missing the ones that have also dies, we ourselves may even WANT to die! then it wont be a big deal at all. its only cos we are young at the moment that it all seems so scary.
what do you think? try and be brave aye? xx