Hmmm . . . I was engaged to be married (26 years ago) and I realized in my heart of hearts that I needed him more than I loved him. Does that make any sense?? I needed his love more than I loved him. I called him up and he came over and we talked (through many tears) and I explained how I was afraid to trust my feelings because I felt like I might be jumping the gun. He talked me through it and we did get married and we just had our 26th anniversary. Just hope you realize the difference. It really is good if you are comfortable in your own skin before you involve someone else in your life.
I hope some of the others have some good advice for you. If you are questioning something, there is probably something worth investigating sis!!
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