Posted 3/24/2013 6:59 AM (GMT -6)
My dear sweet person. What a load you are carrying. I pray your current biopsy is benine.
I strongly suggest that you talk to your doctor about how you feel and find a good therapist.
You know what is wrong, you said yourself. The past has caught up with you.
This is not a bad thing, this means it time to start dealing with things and learning how to heal instead of supression and repression. Your body is trying to tell you, Hey! I can't hold anymore anger, sorrow or fear! Deal with!
This happens to many us, so do not think that you are out there alone. Keep posting here
we support and listen the we can for each other.
This link may help until you find a therapist.
Wishing you Peace