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AlwaysRosie
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Posted 8/30/2005 9:53 AM (GMT -8)
Hi Angel,

OH DRATS! I hate when that happens! I have done that a couple of times! I've also used the blender with no lid on it! DAH! The strawberries hit the ceiling!! Didn't do that one again.

Hope your day goes smoothly now . . . don't forget to buy some coffee filters on your way home!!

Blessings!
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taintedangel
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Posts : 303
Posted 8/31/2005 4:48 AM (GMT -8)
Boy I knew yesterdays smooth day was to good to last. hubby and I have faught all morning so now I'm totally in one of my down moods. maybe this week wasn't such a good week to reschedule my counseling appointment. I guess things are ok now with me and hubby. The thing that probably hurt me the most that really stung, hit me in the heart was when he said that he thinks of me as a child and irresponible. needless to say we'll be talking about that when i get home tonight. we got everything else worked out but that really hurt. Its stuff like that I've been hearing off and on all my life and i'm tired of it. no wonder i'm having problems as an adult.
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taintedangel
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Posted 9/7/2005 8:25 AM (GMT -8)
I was wondering if anyone else went through this when they started out in counseling. Did you ever reach a point where you douted why you were going, why you were taking meds, simply why. I'll be honest. I haven't taken my zoloft in well over two weeks maybe longer than that and I can honestly say I've felt better now than I have felt in a while. I mean things are going really well for me and I feel great. I'm sleeping better and I've been having a better outlook on things at least I'm trying to. I had my review at work and it went great. My boss had nothing but good things to say and I got the full raise. I don't know I'm just questioning now why I'm going to conseling. I mean first of all i can't afford to be going to a counselor and a psych doctor that's $50 I really could use right now plus the meds. I'm going to drop my psych doctor. If he's strickly for medication purposes I'll just go through my family doctor and my counselor well I"ll just have to talk to her about this on monday. I mean for the EMDR treatment to really be effective I need to go every week and I just can't afford to do that every week. I don't know I'm just confussed right now as to why I'm doing this. Then i tell myself yea ok so right now your feeling great on top of the world is sunshine and roses but then what happens when two months from now I hit bottom again. That's how I operate I feel great for several months and something will happen and I'm down again. I don't know I'll talk to my counselor about it when I see her monday. I just don't want to quit something and then regret the fact that I quit.
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taintedangel
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Posted 9/14/2005 7:14 AM (GMT -8)
i'm writing again. all i want to do is write at the moment. Sure it might not amount to much in the end but i'm writing and its flowing well. i feel like my mind is open and clear again. I've decided to only do counseling once every two weeks or so for a while. I didn't want to cut it out all together but go for kind of a check point here and there just to make sure things are still going well. My counselor was ok with that. I'm not taking zoloft any more and if in the future i feel I need something I'll go to my family doctor and tell him my experience with zoloft but right now all is going smooth again. I can't wait until the weekend to work on my writings more. I'm writing a short story hopefully more of a novel. Like i said it may not amount to anything but at least my creative side is coming back around. it feels good.
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taintedangel
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Posted 9/16/2005 7:10 AM (GMT -8)
boy nothing depresses me more than finances. all i want to do is get out this weekend and go have a drink or something maybe an appetizer along with it. hubby says we don't have the money to go out. Which technically speaking we really dont things are kind of tight right now but you watch he'll end up going fishing one of the days he's off and renting a boat and buying bait. funny when i want to do something we don't have the money for it. i'm just aggrivated i'm tired of not having enough money and i'm tired of sitting at home all the time and i'm tired of not having any friends to hang out with. my husband has people from work that he hangs out with and I kind of resent him for that when he goes to there house or something to hang out. must be nice. i'm trying not to let this get the better of me. I'm still going to have a good weekend just going to go grocery shopping and spend it at home like I always do:( feeling sad. not depressed just sad today.
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taintedangel
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Posted 9/28/2005 4:30 AM (GMT -8)
just an update. I've been doing pretty good this last month or so. I even have a job interview today, keep your fingers crossed. The only thing is; I had a pretty bad anxiety attack yesterday morning. I haven't had anxiety problems in a good month or so. I haven't been taking my zoloft, but I did start a new dose of synthroid yesterday and now I'm wondering if that might be part of the problem. Its 150mg which is quite a lot. I didn't take it this morning and so far I'm feeling ok. I dout their's any link to the synthroid and anxiety but if its to much synthroid their very well could be a link. Now i'm paranoid about taking it. I don't think i'll take it again until the weekend that way if anything does happen at least I'll be at home and I'll know its the synthroid. The thing i hate about anxiety attacks is even after the attack is over the symptoms tend to hang around mine hung around all day yesterday. It was only after I got home that i started to feel better. the more relaxed I became the better I was feeling. My whole body hurt though its like i was tensed up all day. I don't know what brought on the attack but it was bad enough that i nearly went home from work. I managed to make it through the day and was so glad when i finally got home. I'll have to mention that to my counselor this next week. I'm really thinking my synthroid might be a bit to much. anyway keep your fingers crossed that things go well on this interview. I've been saying little prayers for calming nerves and a winning attitude. mainly the calming nerves. right now i feel pretty good. compared to yesterday morning.
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