Like I said before, I will crawl in the hole and carry you out if necessary. I know it is tough to deal with the many complications our disease can throw at us. I am facing some difficult decisions ahead with my own treatment and feel very overwhelmed. But I have found that with each new challenge I face, deep down inside and by the grace of God I am able to get through it. These challenges become great learning opportunities. I learn about
myself, what makes me happy, my dependence on a higher power, and how I can become stronger spiritually because of life's trials. I loose the battles with life's many tribulations when I try and control the outcome rather than stepping back and allowing God to guide me to the destination He has for me. Good luck and know I am always here and ready to lend you a shoulder when you feel like you can't take another step. I know it isn't an easy path you walk, I certainally can't relate to all you are going through (each of us have different trials even tho the catalyst is the same), but know that together, with your HW family, we can face anything.
We can respond to irritation with a smile instead of scowl, or by giving warm praise instead of icy indifference. By our being understanding instead of abrupt, others, in turn, may decide to hold on a little longer rather than to give way. Love, patience, and meekness can be just as contagious as rudeness and crudeness.