Sometimes....as it has in my life felt like all was lost and it would never get better. But after my recovery and renewal I found that there is hope. When we are in a state of healing and under a lot of stress it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel but it is shinning. If your husband is unable to help due to his work situation see if you could make allies with some friends or neighbors. We need to build good social networks that sometimes extend outside the four walls of our own home....into the neighborhood, the church, the school. Make friends....people still like to have friends even though our society has become fearful of one another don't let that destroy our ability to make friends. God lives in peoples hearts and you can find Him if you look.
I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me. Proverbs 8:17
Find comfort in Gods love for he loves us all.