I am hurt and in pain. I dont know why or what to do about
it. I have a wonderful life. Friends who care, a family that loves me, a great opportunity at school, and yet I cant get over the fact that I feel like *****myself every day. I know many languages and I have a job already at the age of 15. I volunteer at HETRA on wednesday and sunday. I have been slipping in school and it's not because summer is so close. I am happy one second and the next thing I know is that I hear something from the back of my head and I know that what they say is true. I break down crying in the middle of my favorite class. I've been daydreaming o****** those around me, even those who I would give my life to save. I have fallen into a black hole and I can't get out. Can anyone help me? Can anyone tell me why I am doing this? Can anyone tell me how to get out of this?
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