Oh Chris, I'm sooo sorry,
Having been widowed with two small children, I can truly relate. All I can say is God laid his mighty hand on me and pulled me through it. I think I was motivated by the needs of my children.
Fast forward 28 years and I have celebrated my 26th anniversary to a man who is a gift from God. I never thought I would marry again . . . but I did and we now have four adult children and are recent empty nesters.
Even after all these years and a wonderful, loving husband . . . I have to say that I still think about my first husand almost every day. Its ok because I have a very special place in my heart just for him.
Please know that I am very sorry you are now in the widow/widower's club. You are in my thoughts and prayers Chris.
In His Grip,
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