Do you talk to a counselor or anything. You are very young, you may think of yourself as lame now, but that will change, and by the way, you are not lame...
Each year of school things change. You meet new people, make new friends. Things change rapidly at times in life. Hang in there, things will get better.
I will find some teen sites for you to join. I think talking to people your own age will help you. People that are different, like us. Only younger.
I am glad that you answered Carl's questions. That gives you something to think about
. But you do need to work on you and start counseling to help yourself get some self esteem. That is all it takes in life. A little confidence.
Keep hanging in there, be patient. You will make friends.