I'm no expert.... except with myself....but I think you need to talk to your doctor HONESTLY about
how you feel.... he can point you in the right direction about
meds....and they wont think you're crazy!! It would blow your mind to know how many people they talk to on a daily basis on the same subject!!
And don't worry about
weight gain just yet.... if you're an emotional eater (like me) and meds are making you feel better.... maybe you will be more active and want to do more!!
I have been where you are.... I am there almost daily. I'm in a depression I can't seem to dig out of.... meds help some, therapy helps more. No one thing works for everyone. You have to try different things until you find what works for you. Hope you find the right fit! Good luck!!
Peace, love, and hope.... Rebecca
"I quit, I give up, nothing's good enough for anybody else
it seems.....everything is temporary anyway....."
from the song "circle of friends" by Edie Brickell