This all started in 2007 when my eldest and only sibling between my mum and my biological dad, unfotunatly took his own life. Up until that point I was achieving so much at school and with my football team.
3 months ago my uncle did 3weeks after being diagnosed withprostate cancer, and because I have no real friends he was the closest to me out of all my family members so as you could imagine the affects that had on me...
suddenly I feel like I have nothing to live for because I got no decent qualifications. and now I'm at college which is even worse because I don't feel like getting up in the morning I just feel like going back to sleep and because of that I am on the verge of getting kicked of the course (bad attendance) even when I do go in I would get annoyed at the slightest thing which makes me really angry, I would either miss the rest of the day go home and sleep or I would just not take part in any of the activites. But the only thing stopping me is the thought of my mum losing another son and as I have already witnessed what it did to her and the rest of my family when my brother took his own life. Also I get so paranoid when I go out as a result I sweat alot so most of the time I try to stay indoors to avoid embarrassment. Also do Anti-Depressants work on everyone
Thank you for reading - Jono
P.S this is only a fraction of what I'm going through because my">phone battery</a> power is running out. :(
Post Edited (Fibreglassmonkey) : 6/24/2013 3:47:17 PM (GMT-6)