hello Karen. thank you very much.i'm feeling better. it's just that I have such low self esteem I always feel everyone is way better than I am and more perfect then I will ever be.. before I came here i went to yahoo answers and asked for some opinions they some said that i am extremely ugly and some even said that that such ugliness should not even be alive on this planet and a few told me that I would be much better off dead and that i am barf bag material, so they made me feel so bad that I was going to end my life,.the only thing that stopped me was I thought of my parents and I can't do this to them because they need me to take care of them as they are getting older so..if I didn't have that worry about
that.. I would of been dead already a long time ago. I want to thank you all so very much..but I know in my heart that I am nothing great and never will be. but I really do appreciate the nice compliments, but I know deep down they are nothing more then random compliments..but thank you all. something that I wanted more than anything was to be in love with a special lady but most woman think i'm not attractive at all. and I don't go for looks I go for what is inside a person not the outside shell.. but most woman go for looks. I used to be 389 lbs and I lost all that weight hoping a girl would notice me and still I failed! women still think I am the most ugly man to ever walk on earth.. I guess women don't want a nice guy that would be true to them and love them forever..it's all about
looks.. so my future will be a cold lonely one forever without any real happiness..
Post Edited (corey maragni) : 8/9/2013 4:17:08 AM (GMT-6)