Oh Cally, that was so helpful.
Sorry you are feeling so down Karlo . . . I hope you have a therapist to talk to about this. If you don't, you need to find one ASAP. The farther down in the spiral you go, the harder it is to reach out. But Cally is right, it WILL get better.
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