I don't know why I always end up in the losing end,why I always end up crying, why I always end up suffering.I thought my life won't get any worse well it just did and it really sucks. I don't know what to do anymore, I wish I'm just dead but then I don't have the guts to end my miserable life! I don't know why God allow me suffer like this, when is enough? I don't know, all I know is that I'm just tired of this life that's just full of crap!!!