Yes, I left for a while
. I can't remember the last time I was this low. I have cried every day and Friday when I went to the Psych I cried the entire time I was there. I had an 3 hour evaluation to see exactly what and how they will broach the matter of my spine. Whether it be invasive or what. After all that, they told me I am not a cadidate for the workout program and that my back was too far gone. Cried all the way home. At one point, my husband said, "This s*** is getting old"! I felt really bad, like I was a burden. He has never said that to me and I know he didn't mean it but it still hurts. We didn't ask to be sick. It just so happens that we are.
Now I will wait for their assesment and take it from there. What are the choices. Well, I can have invasive surgery or be on drugs all my life. I don't want either, but then again, we didn't ask for this did we. Hugs to all.
Love, "Lefty" Sue