Sorry to hear things are so rough right now. I struggle to get out of be each morning lately. I do because there isn't anything else to do but go to work. I was speaking to my Bishop last night and he asked me a question Ihve been pondering since. He asked if I was willing to give up everything to be better? Of course my quick response was yes, but after thinkng more on it I am coming to understand what "eveything" means. Am I willing to give up old thoughts, habits, and natural instincts. Am I willing to give up the times when I feel sorry for myself? And the list goes on and on and on. But the good thing is after taking such an inventory, I find that I am willing to give it up an dneed to look to a Higher Power to do so. Good luck and hope you find relief soon!
We can respond to irritation with a smile instead of scowl, or by giving warm praise instead of icy indifference. By our being understanding instead of abrupt, others, in turn, may decide to hold on a little longer rather than to give way. Love, patience, and meekness can be just as contagious as rudeness and crudeness.