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Posted 8/3/2005 9:45 PM (GMT -6)
TOMORROW, TOMORROW, TOMORROW

IS JUST ANOTHER DAY -

A DAY FOR ME THAT CAN'T BE

JUST WASTED AWAY.

YOU SEE, I AM ILL, AND I FEEL

LIKE MY LIFE IS GOING DOWN HILL.

AND I'M TAKING MY FAMILY DOWN WITH ME.

 

I EITHER HAVE MISERABLE DAYS,

OR I HAVE MISERABLE NIGHTS -

WHICH TO ME IS JUST NOT RIGHT.

 

WHEN WILL THE DAY COME

THAT I WILL GET GOOD NEWS.

YOU SEE MY HUSBAND NEEDS NEW SHOES,

AND REFUSES TO GET THEM BECAUSE

I REFUSE TO BUY ME A SIZE 20

TO WEAR WHEN I GO OUT.

YOU SEE, ALL I EVER DO IS GO TO

THE DOCTOR AND BACK -

WHO ON EARTH WANTS TO SEE

ME? A PERSON SO FAT???

 

I AM POSTING THIS TO HELP GET THINGS OFF MY MIND,

IF IT WASN'T FOR HEALING WELL

I THINK I WOULD LOSE MY

FREAKING MIND...

 

I HOPE THAT IS OK TO SAY

BECAUSE THAT IS HOW I FEEL.

THE LAST FEW WEEKS

HAVE BEEN TORTURE

AND YOU ALL PROBALLY KNOW THAT AS WELL.

 

THANKS TO ALL FOR YOUR

PRAYERS AND SUPPORT -

IF I'M NOT BACK FOR AWHILE

IT'S BECAUSE I

CAN'T SET-UP AT ALL!!!

 

PATTYCAKE
Posted 8/3/2005 9:51 PM (GMT -6)
Awe Patty . . . I'm soooo sorry you are in the dumps. I know that you have been really ill. I was hoping that you were recovering as we haven't seen you recently at the lupus forum. Sometimes when members are absent it is because they are actually feeling well and out and about doing things.

Stop in there and give us an update sis. Your poem was extremely expressive and cute!!

Hugs, prayers & blessings!
Posted 8/4/2005 10:06 AM (GMT -6)
Sweet P.C.,

 

I haven't seen you for a while and your writings were good but not beautiful because you painted a very different picture of yourself. To me, you are. You are a name without a face here. We all are. I am so sorry you are going through such hard times. We all have that one day or another or many days. I guess it's the way we see things. As for being overweight, I can relate. All my life I was pencil thin. The past 9 years I have gained over 40 lbs from Lupus and meds and lack of exercise. When I got married I weighed 103 lbs. Too skinny. Please don't allow that to come between you and the outside world. I will pray for you today. God bless you.

Hugs

"Lefty" 

Posted 8/4/2005 11:52 AM (GMT -6)
Hope things get better soon.
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