Glad you found us! Just want to welcome you to the forum and I hope you'll be posting often. It appears that you alreay know what you need to do, but are getting up the momentum to do it. Good for you sis!! As others have said, every journey begins with one step. If we fall down, we get up and try again.
Keep us posted . . . lots of people deal with a similar problem and they just don't post it here. So your willingness to post a difficult time in your life will enourage many who don't post here!! Thanks for your honesty sis.
P.S. I hope that you have shared with your doctor that fact that you are currently dependant on alcohol . . . it would make a huge difference in the type of anti-d and other meds that he would prescribe for you. . . and will ultimately be one more step forward for you.
In His Grip,
AlwaysRosie "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
UCTD (Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease), Hashimoto's, Plantar Fasciitis, Inflamatory Arthritis, High BP, GI Inflamation, Diverticuloses
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