Let's see now ........
Your parents never have supported you emotionally - but
Your husband has been incredibly supportive!
That's Parents = 0 Husband = 10
Let's not go any farther. Support wins over denial any day!!!!
I think you've seen quite a few people here with jilted childhoods. Rather than giving you yet another story of a parent who would rarely, if ever, tell me when I did something right ....... I'll just say:
I went to a talk psychologist for well over 20-sessions many years ago - but as an adult. Even though I went there for other reasons, the therapist did find that I had a severe guilt complex (and it was from one of my parents)!
Please work with a good therapist.
Put a little distance between you and parents.
Don't put any distance between you and husband.
Peace and wellness
Rob & Gizmo