I've had a friend for the last 13 years. When we met she told me that she was married but not really because they lead separate lives. He is an an alcoholic and non existent in her life. She didn't file for
divorce because she would have to pay him spousal support. He would jump from job to job. So, we became
very close early on. We were intimate one time only and it was terrible. No emotion, on her part. Like
an empty soul. We then continued to see one another on weekends mostly having lunch together. And
we did numerous construction projects together since she owns rentals and I have construction
experience. There is much, much, more to the story however, I'm trying to keep this short. Last October,
she filed for legal separation and received it. During that time, she avoided me
and I thought I'd give her space because she was having a hard time. Two months ago, I spent 3 days in the hospital and she came to visit. After leaving the hospital I never heard from her again. Long story short, she has dumped me and is now dating someone else. I saw them together last night and it has put me into major depression.
I've never dealt with such a deep heartache. And, I've had many negative events happen in my 58 years.
I'm having a hard time just putting one foot in front of the other.
Post Edited (Samson Kid) : 5/4/2014 9:15:58 AM (GMT-6)