Table the guilt!
Guilt destroys people!
It's two years later - and you still love her - and
I think that will last a lifetime for you!
As you've said, sometimes life bites! And that's so true with
the loss of a loved one. Cherish those good memories!
Rob & Gizmo
P.S. - while not appropriate to state here, I have a thought
to be added ..... and will do so on the daily thread!