Sorry you have felt ignored here. I think its the nature of depression for people to be "naval gazers" (thinking about self). When people start feeling better, they find other things to do with their time, so they don't post here anymore. If just a few of us post responses to others when we are feeling well enough to do so it can offer hope to those who are in the process bailing out of a crises.
I hope you find something rewarding to fill your time sis. If you feel up to it, stop back and let us know how you are doing from time to time.
I'd still like to know when you decide what to do about your back. I know that has been a very difficult decision for you.
Blessings to you sis!!
In His Grip,
AlwaysRosie "We can't control the waves, but we can learn to surf!"
UCTD (Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease), Hashimoto's, Plantar Fasciitis, Inflamatory Arthritis, High BP, GI Inflamation, Diverticuloses
Plaquenil, Methotrexate, Folic Acid, Synthroid, RX Motrin, Lexapro, Amitriptelyne, Salagen, Lotrel (Centrum Silver, B12, B6, Calcium+D,)