Hey C-Blue! Sorry to hear about
all your recent troubles but don't give up! Ok, so you didn't do so well in Starbucks but don't let that get you down. Im sure you can find another job out there that would be better for and you'd be a lot happier in. My friend had similar troubles with jobs in the summer. Got fired once and quit like three times. All and all, he found a job he loved and was glad it worked out the way it did. As for your family, i know it can be difficult and it may seem that they don't care but its not true. When we have hard times it seems like no one cares, the world it out to get you, and you cant do anything right. You aren't a failure, you do have a life and you aren't being punished. Its great to hear that you are going to school, some people don't even bother going into college or have a serious medical condition that does not allow them to attend.
Don't worry about
still being in college though. I went to my friends graduation and there was an old lady like about
70-80 years old that had graduated. It was her life dream to finish school but she had many issues (medical & single mother w/ children) and she kept having to drop out. It doesn't mean you will still be in college when you are 70 but just think that if she could do it then so can you!
Also i agree with others that you should go speak to your doc and let him know that your med isn't working. Well, sorry i cant be of more help but I know things will work out for the best. Remember, try to keep your chin up! Good Luck & God Bless!