Yesterday was not a good day...well the morning was o.k. but the afternoon I felt mad and angry and I have no clue what put me in that mood, it just comes on out of the blue. so I didn't want to talk to anyone...not even my husband, but now he's mad at me because of my mood yesterday and now we are barely talking to each other and that tension really takes a toll on me and puts me into a worser mood, I told him I could not help the way I feel..and he said anybody can control their feelings and help themselves if they really wanted to, I cannot believe he said this to me, I thought he understood my illness and what I go thru and have to fight with each and every single day. I am so peed of with him that I just want to leave and not come back and just deal this all by myself because it seems like I am the only one that understands myself. I'm sorry to vent like this but if I didn't get it out I am sure I would go into a full blown panic attack and deep depression.
Fibromyaligia, dx Oct 2004 but we are sure I have had this for about 4-5 yrs maybe longer.
Chronic fatigue Syndrome dx 1995
Anxiety/Panic attacks dx 1990
M.S. dx June 29th 2005
Anemia dx Jan 2005
and soon to start on
Rebif or Avenox