well the good news is she finally came out and told me the truth. she's done with me and has moved on.but after doing some serious damage to me.the long road i've gone through so far i dont wish upon anyone. I see things so differently then how i did.i dont get how someone who supposedly means so much can do things like this???
I meant to tell her that i wish she never was there when i woke up after being unconcious and on life support for 3 wks.cause she was the first person i saw i wish it never was her because she's nothing in my life right now(seeing her is what made me feel the way i do about her
). i wish it was someone like my sister who cared so much about
me and still does. out of all this tragic crap that's happened to me the only good thing is the relationship i have with my sister.but the downside is i dont trust a single person nevermind a female. trust to me is such a big issue right now and i dont feel that anyone is trustworthy anymore. and another thing in general about
everyone is that everyone takes everything they have for granted. I'm lucky to be walking and I take that into consideration on everything i do.I just got a new job and i guess i'm on a road to recovery again.but i wanna thank everyone for their support it means alot to know people who dont even know me can care just enough to write some positive feedback. so thank you everyone for the support.