I have been coping pretty well sewing like nuts, it´s creative outlet for me and during Xmas I managed to sell a lot of stuff.
My office job has been pretty demanding in the last weeks and with other family related issues I have been very busy. I also have a very uncomfortable laringitis that is making talking really difficult, so I'm trying to take care of myself too, it has not been that easy during these Xmas festivities.
I suppose that these have been my "therapy activities" for now.
Today I found out that he is receiving the visit or living or whatever with his new lady. I am in this weird stupid disbelief, and it won't be long before I'll feel like I've been kicked in the face. What an unpleasant feeling, to get that bit of news in and try to avoid it from affecting me.
It feels like forever
I am doing my best to move on and to be patient with myself...
But it still makes me feel awful. My goodness give me patience and clarity.