Hi Chelsi and welcome
Sounds like your depression is caused by your employment status. Do you live in a big city? Is there an employmeny agency in your area to help you? Maybe you can have somebody do a mock phone call for references and find out what they are saying about
you. I know how hard job hunting is Chelsi, it's actually a job in itself. I wish you the best of luck finding one.
Take care, Softy