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miss_noname
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Posted 11/18/2005 3:37 PM (GMT -7)
"My Father-the Monster"

 

You use me and abuse me.
You call yourself courageous.
Then when you are done with me,
you ignore me like I'm contagious.

You say that I'm worthless.
And that I am a struggle.
Then you say you love me,
at night when you want to "snuggle".

You say that I want this.
You treat me like some kind of toy.
Whenever I cry my tears of pain,
you say they're tears of joy.

You make me feel guilty.
You say I deserve what I get.
Frankly, you're a dumb***
and I'm tired of your ****.

Dad, I've grown to like you less.
I'm tired and I'm sore.
I'm through with you...
I am your CHILD not your *****!!!

 

 

"What Dads Are For"

 

I will take away your innocence
I'll leave you cold and bare
I'll put you out in the pouring rain,
and leave you without a care.

I'll mutilate your body
I'll manipulate your head
I'll suffocate you with my lies,
and laugh when you are dead.

I'll twist your words around
to make me the "good guy"
I'll trap you in a corner,
and spit on you when you cry.

I'm here to make you feel worthless
I'm here to make you mad
I'm NOT here because I want to be
I'm here because I'm your DAD!!!

 

 

"You're Killing Me"

 

You're killing me.
You're the razor to my skin.
You're the pain on the outside,
and the pain from within.

You're the rope I'm hanging from.
You're the pills I'm about to take.
You're the demon inside my head
saying that I'm a big mistake.

You're stabbing me with your knife of hate,
and leaving me there to die.
You're my dad, you're supposed to love me,
but you only make me cry.

You're the bridge I'm about to jump.
You're the tree I'm about to hit.
You're the reason I hate myself.
You make me feel like ****.

You're the poison in my drink.
You're the gun up to my head.
I thought you were my father,
you're just the reason why I'm dead!!!


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paper
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Joined : Oct 2005
Posts : 293
Posted 11/18/2005 4:46 PM (GMT -7)
Miss, you are a very good writer. Write us something about that kitten!
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bevhea
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Joined : Sep 2005
Posts : 240
Posted 11/30/2005 11:39 AM (GMT -7)
Yes, Miss, those were the poems I read--and boy are they good!!

bev
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Crimson_Angel
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Joined : Nov 2005
Posts : 15
Posted 1/1/2006 7:19 PM (GMT -7)
I agree with ^them^ Those are some really good poems. You are a very very good writer!
*Crimson_Angel*
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Nanse
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Joined : Nov 2005
Posts : 217
Posted 1/2/2006 7:16 AM (GMT -7)
Dear miss_noname;

 

Your poems are profound. They are a picture of physical and emotional pain, sadness, betrayal, fury.  I am so sorry for what you have endured. Gentle hugs to you.

 

In your poems all the power belongs to the abuser. Now you are free of this abuse, I do desparately hope, and you can have power too. Power to learn to be loving to yourself, gentle with yourself, kind to yourself.

 

Post again and let us know how you are doing, okay? Poems or just discussion, we're here for you.

 

Gentle thoughts of you,

Nanse

 

 

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