Posted 11/18/2005 3:37 PM (GMT -7)
"My Father-the Monster"
You use me and abuse me.
You call yourself courageous.
Then when you are done with me,
you ignore me like I'm contagious.
You say that I'm worthless.
And that I am a struggle.
Then you say you love me,
at night when you want to "snuggle".
You say that I want this.
You treat me like some kind of toy.
Whenever I cry my tears of pain,
you say they're tears of joy.
You make me feel guilty.
You say I deserve what I get.
Frankly, you're a dumb***
and I'm tired of your ****.
Dad, I've grown to like you less.
I'm tired and I'm sore.
I'm through with you...
I am your CHILD not your *****!!!
"What Dads Are For"
I will take away your innocence
I'll leave you cold and bare
I'll put you out in the pouring rain,
and leave you without a care.
I'll mutilate your body
I'll manipulate your head
I'll suffocate you with my lies,
and laugh when you are dead.
I'll twist your words around
to make me the "good guy"
I'll trap you in a corner,
and spit on you when you cry.
I'm here to make you feel worthless
I'm here to make you mad
I'm NOT here because I want to be
I'm here because I'm your DAD!!!
"You're Killing Me"
You're killing me.
You're the razor to my skin.
You're the pain on the outside,
and the pain from within.
You're the rope I'm hanging from.
You're the pills I'm about to take.
You're the demon inside my head
saying that I'm a big mistake.
You're stabbing me with your knife of hate,
and leaving me there to die.
You're my dad, you're supposed to love me,
but you only make me cry.
You're the bridge I'm about to jump.
You're the tree I'm about to hit.
You're the reason I hate myself.
You make me feel like ****.
You're the poison in my drink.
You're the gun up to my head.
I thought you were my father,
you're just the reason why I'm dead!!!