Hello and welcome.
I'm so sorry you lost your daughter so tragically. I cannot imagine your pain and what you've been through in the last 5 plus years of dealing with your daughter's anorexia, her death, your divorce... what a heavy load you have had to carry.
The meds are not doing enough for you now. You definitely need to talk to your doctor and tell her/him everything you've said here. It sounds like you might need a different med and to return to counselling for a while. Your depression is back and/or worse and you don't have to live this way. Do it for you. You deserve more relief. And do it for your son; he needs you functioning so he can get his needs met.
Have you attended grief counselling? Support group for parents who've lost children or maybe a specific group for anorxics? You could share and help a lot of people in a support group like that.
You could help prevent another family from suffering from a tragedy like you experienced.
I hope you'll talk to your doc to start with and take it from there.
Please post back and let us know how you are doing, okay. This is a great place to come and be with others! We care! Sending you loving ((HUGS)).
Post Edited (Nanse) : 11/25/2005 11:32:40 PM (GMT-7)