Hi and welcome to HW bearstinylady,
I have a good idea of what you are going thorough with depression as I have been dealing with it as well.
It dose sound like you should let your Dr. know and see if he/she can help.
Know that you are not alone here. you are welcome to email me if you want.
You will be in my thoughts and prayers
Crohn's Disease, Arthrits, Raynaud's disease, Depression, Anxiety, and Glaucoma
Taking it day by day