I really don't have much to add. But I do agree with your husband on making you go out with him. Maybe going out is a little extreme for you right now. I was just talking to my therapist last week and we were talking about
the same thing. She told me that even if I don't feel like doing something... make myself do it or it's just going to make the depression stronger and overcome me. It doesn't have to be big... like getting dressed up to go out for dinner or lunch. Just put on a little makeup, or treat yourself to a new hairstyle. I've also shared the same feelings about
just walking out. I don't want to leave my husband or my daughter... but things just seem so overwhelming at times and it makes sense to me to leave. I feel that things would be much better off if I were to just disappear off the face of this earth. I can also relate with you being a military wife... I'm in the same boat and I'm really starting to hate it! I'm really looking forward to Christmas... for one reason only... and that is my husband will be home for 3 weeks. I don't care about
the presents or turkey or parades or lights... I just want my man with me.
Gee, I guess I did have quite a bit to add after all :)