OK just some rambling here ... kindy need to..
so first why does everyone think they have the anser.. my fiance say i havet o get out and even makes me get dressed to take me out of the house.. id rather pull the covers over my head and keep the curtins closed.. .. one firend says get back on the meds.. but i feel numb on those ...
my life is way to full and stressful... everytime i start something icant finish or folow though.... because my kids or my man all need something more... i try and not be selfish and ask for somehing but alitle help.. though i dont want to tell my man how i feel..
i just want to walk away form it all just get up and walk out.... not on him or te kids but i need to do something to feel better soon... i cant look at my guy without wanting to blame him ( he is milatry and keeps telling me things that make me change myown plans like schooling etc) xmas sucks this year i am usually up and happy and bubbly.. and this year i dont want to see it cant we just let it pass by? i dont know i think i am losing it