I've suffered through this same turmoil and still am for that matter. Why do we think we're nothing because we aren't working right now? We've worked for years and should not feel bad because we have a physical condition that keeps us from working a regular job. Don't be too hard on yourself. Dealing with your illness is depressing enough without beating up on yourself for something that you just can't control right now. Take care of yourself, ok?? (((((((((Paper))))))) - I hope that you feel better soon.
Degenerative Disc Disease, Spinal Stenosis, Herniated Disc, Arthritis of the Spine, some kind of problem with the L5-S1 area, sciatica, diabetes, depression and anxiety.