So this is my very first anonymous post and it makes somewhat anxious. But I guess I will give it a try because I don't know what else to do to alleviate this emotional pain.
I sometimes get such a strong and powerful feeling of loneliness that it kinda tickles but feels like I can't breath and creates a nauseating feeling, it happens often enough to reach out to this community.
I'm a 21 year female, with very few friends, and most of them have kids now and I don't see any of them enough anymore.
I typically spend the better part of my day to day life alone, not by choice either.
I suffer from isolation (not by choice) because I live in a subdivision that's about
a 30 minute drive to any town. I do not have a car or neighbors who are ever home so I usually get stuck at home all day while my mom goes to work at 7 and doesn't get home till 6.
My mom is usually a person that I am always talking to and she gets annoyed quickly and doesn't talk much either. I love her to death but I hate burdening her with my talking.
I also have an eye for body language and slight changes in facial expressions, very sensitive to others' vibes and energy's. This makes it hard to connect to those I am around when I am around people.
I guess I came to this site to post this to vent to someone, anyone, online or face to face. I just wish I could bring my self worth and self view of my character up to a place where I don't feel so lonely even if I am at home alone or trying to be in a social setting.
Any suggestions or encouraging up lifting things would make me feel a lot better. It helps me know I'm not the only with this dilemma.
Thanx, much appreciation and love to all!!!
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/29/2017 6:34:45 AM (GMT-6)