Believe me, I know how it is when people tell you to just stop thinking about
negative stuff and cheer up, as though it were something you can turn on and off with a switch. Rather than list my problems I'll just give you a link to a recent post about
my efforts to rise above PTSD. At the end of my sig in that post is also a link to my blog on the survivor's network.
We all have problems. Good luck finding a solution to your own. When I start feeling down I read some posts by the stage 4 guys who already know they're near the end. It makes my problems seem small./www.cancerforums.net/threads/50775-OK-now-I-m-REALLY-depressed
One line from the recent Dr Strange movie jumped out at me: "we all have demons... we must learn to live above them".
2014-15: PSA 9,12,20,25 Neg DRE, Neg TRUS biopsy
2016: MRI Fusion biopsy, Rt Base, 2x 100% G8 (4+4)
8/16: DaVinci RP, PNE, 6mm EPE, 2xSVI, pT3b
2017: Lupron ADT, AMS800 AUS scheduled 5/15/2017
IMRT SRT postponed til that heals, PSA's ~.03
Age 66, recently retired to Florida 'just in time'