I'm sorry for your plight.
I don't know where everybody is.
I've never been on Pristq, which I guess is an anti-depressant.
You said, "I had a terrible disease." Do you still have it?
I know being out of circulation, whether it's work or school, can be devastating in itself.
As a bipolar, I've been out of work a bunch, and one time when I had that, I went into depression within a week, probably, but I didn't go to a psychiatrist because I wasn't use to taking care of myself.
And so the depression got worse.
Were you pretty depressed before you started taking the medicine? Do you feel like it's helped you some?
At 16, you could probably be overwhelmed by medicine, but it's hopefully helping you, too.
Is there anyone there you can talk to about the medicine and the situation?
It's good that you reached out. Being positive that you can get through this will probably help. It's helped me.