Although I don't really like Christmas because it will only makes me more sad and depress, I still have my own share of Christmas wishes...
1. to have my own PC with an internet connection so that I don't have to go to the internet cafes to surf the web.
2. to have an Ipod because I really loved music a lot.
3. i wish our stereo will get repaired so that I can listen to music. i haven't been able to listen to music for quite sometime now. and music happens to be one of the things that can makes me forget all the crapty woes in my life.
4. basically to have a life.
5. i wish i'm dead. if not, maybe stop thinking about death.i know it's morbid to talk about suicide but when you have a life that is just too miserable and too painful to lived with you want to escape from it. and honestly, i don't mind dying right now, i know that it's crazy but sometimes you have to choose some tough choices....