Bella could be in a lot of pain right now.
I've been in painful situations some many decades ago, which my psychic would not let me look at.
So I would have other, less painful, avenues to look at. It wouldn't be until, in some cases, 50 years later, within the last year or two in some instances, that I was far enough away from the pain, that I could come more closely to seeing what was really going on back then.
I believed for 29 years that my wife did not have an affair. As I came in the house from her funeral, she died of a long illness, I allowed myself to say, "You can think of anything you want, you can come to any conclusion you want, and there will be no penalty."
Without her in the house, I thought, "She did have an affair."
My mind, for my own benefit, would not allow me to think that she did have an affair, while she was alive and we were living in the same house together. There would be too much stress knowing I was living with a monster. And I have since figured out that she had closer to 50 affairs.
My mind knew what it was doing, and it allowed me to endure those 29 years, by believing I was not living with a monster.
It's better to the wrong, but still in once piece, than to be right and to fall to apart.
Many people who are kidnapped, find their captors to be very nice. In self defense. If rescued, they often fall apart in the arms of the police, as they could not afford to let it be known how much they disliked that guy.
The mind helps us very much get through these situations. And the last person it can let on as to what is really taking place is ourselves.
Post Edited (Tim Tam) : 5/24/2017 4:55:03 PM (GMT-6)