Posted 6/22/2017 1:17 PM (GMT -7)
F27. aka C
Thank you so much for your reply and standbyedness. [that is an Opus word]
I forced myself to pick up Johns chef jackets from cleaner, they are on vacation next week. So I will do them. Good thing. I dissociated on the way over and almost hit 2 cars, 1 at 2 separated times.
Managed to make an appointment with my GP for Monday at 1:40pm. At the very least I will get a script for the Tylenol 3 and explain the nauseam of situation, so he will know, more will be used than usual.
Neuro, responded to my am reply, only reaffirming that he does not listen to me and he has limited resources willing to offer. I am not a difficult patient I know this without a doubt.
I would love Med weed, NJ has not completed the red tape yet and few docs will to prescribe.
I have a call into my shrink, who I saw yesterday, how many Ativan can I take in one day?
Alas I will sleep all day, better than the horrid thoughts!!!
I took the dogs to the dog park 2 days ago. Alley was still on the lead. A woman came by with a teacup terrier mix, untrained, no leash,[which is not required inside the park] The little rat charged Alley [61 lbs] scared her, she hid behind me growling, the woman, saying no, no so soft the pip squeak never acknowledged her.
Charged Alley again and drew blood on her paw, I picked up the little sh.... just before Alley had the chance to CHUMP! Saved by the hair on its tail.
And the women, starts yelling at ME! I layed into her about training dogs, responsibility and all kinds of stuff, took my dogs and left! She was standing with her mouth open staring at me. The rat yapping like a squeeky toy,.
This week, nobody needs. and a ramble. Thanks for listening.
Moderator - Depression
"...when the gift of sight is cause enough for jubilation."
Billy Collins from the poem. HIGH
DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain;Hemicrania Continua; raynauds;complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder;