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   Posted 7/10/2017 11:04 AM (GMT -7)   
I am Phoenix Kamiada and I was born on September 1st 2002, making me 14 years old for now. I am diagnosed with major depression and a disorder that my doctor is still looking for or trying to find out. I had depression since I was around 9 years old. I have hallucinations and delusions with depression.

I come here to see if anyone understands me and will support me.

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   Posted 7/10/2017 11:53 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi Pepelov,

Welcome to the depression forum.

It sounds like you could be suffering from schizophrenia. I may have spelled that wrong. Though it could be another form of psychosis. I see your doctor is working on this. Do you see a psychiatrist?

Know you are among people who understand and care about you. Dealing with depression and other mental health problems is difficult but I think you will be able to get things under control with therapy and maybe medications.

I hope you get things figured out so that you can be happy and have a normal life. Being depressed really hinders our ability to grow mentally. But we have depression, it does not have us. Keep hanging in there, I am glad you found us.

Have a good day...

Hugs, Karen...

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   Posted 7/10/2017 2:33 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Phoenix! Welcome to the forum.

Sorry to hear your part of the depression crew. I'm pretty sure everyone here will understand you and support you. We're a pretty good group of people, if I do say so myself. ;-)

Which part of the world are you from? I'm from Canada.

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   Posted 7/10/2017 3:57 PM (GMT -7)   
Welcome aboard Phoenix. Glad you found us, sorry you had to look.

Years ago a movie starring Russel Crowe came out, titled "A Beautiful Mind". It may be of interest to you.

Keep posting. You are among friends here.
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   Posted 7/10/2017 4:28 PM (GMT -7)   
welcome. good on ya for seeking support. keep posting.

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   Posted 7/11/2017 5:32 AM (GMT -7)   
Thank you for all of your support and replies.

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   Posted 7/14/2017 1:05 PM (GMT -7)   

it may be difficult, however make sure you are being 100% honest with the doc and tell all that is going on with you and what emotions are you feeling.

Keep a journal if it helps and take to the doc appt.

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