It is crazy. When depressed, we aren't ourselves. Things are more irritating, our fuses are short, we think too much. Nothing seems right to us. All this rolled up into a ball with not being able to make a decision. It just becomes too much.
Yes we are hard on ourselves because nothing we do seems right to us. It is just crazy at times. I am glad you are understanding it. We blame ourselves for everything... We are afraid of disappointing others too.
It is just that there are no time limits. It can take some people years to get better, and it all seems so hopeless in the meantime.
I hope that things get better for you. Keep posting as it does help...
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies